STUPID SUMMER!!

I have to tell you people the truth! I HATE SUMMER BREAK SOOOOOOOO MCUH!!!! I dispise summer break. I'd rather be at school surrounded by the people that i like to be around learning rather than being cooped up in my house every day with nothing to do. i also have to tell you that i REALLY love to learn. I love learning so much i would rather be at school learning rather than having stupid summer break. Also i miss my friends TONS AND TONS!! I miss hanging out with them every day. talking to them and sitting at lunch with them.i really miss them.

my friends are the best in the world and i love all. I have no more than three friends that i really talk to and sit with every day. Their names are matthew austin and mckayla.

Matthew just cracks me up. he's so funny yet so quiet. he usually likes to be quiet like all the time, but on occasion he does talk to us.

Austin is just funny. He is actually kind of the babysitter of the group. That's not a bad thing but still he has to watch Mckayla and I constantly so we don't hurt eachother. He is also like the brother that i don't fight with. now Austin does have his moments of insanity as we all do. He's only half freak where on the other hand mckayla and i are whole hearted and unashamed Freaks!! also he's calm most of the time but as i said he can be a little bit freaky at times just like matthew.

McKayla on the other hand is a never ending fountain of energy. I love her so much. She's more like my sister than my best friend. We fight all the time. But its just like a play fight. It really never gets to serious i promise. Sometimes we'll get into poking fights and sometimes we just argue over stupid stuff but THAT'S US!! i love her so much! if mckayla died i would cry and cry and cry and cry.(as i would do for my other friends too.) Mckayla is special in my life. She is just like me so i know i can be myself around her.

All my friends are special in very special ways. I never want to loose them and really hate spending the whole stupid summer away from them. I miss them all soooooooo much and i hope i'll be able to see them soon.

I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL SUMMER IS OVER!! one becuse i'll be in eighth grade and two because i get to take the advanced class for math next year!!!! I"M SOOOOOO EXCITED!! i love math. so i'll be taking a high school class next year!! YEAH!!

well thats all i have to write about until next time!
A. Joy

Tiring Work

This week I've been helping babysit my cousin Keagan. He is a very energetic kid and very tiring too. Yesterday my grandma and I had him for ten hours. I took care of him for 5 hours and she took care of him for five hours. today we had him for 6 hours her 3,me three hours. I am very exausted and i am going to babysit him tomorrow by myself for a few hours. I love babysitting him and i love him but boy is he a VERY strange kid.

I found out Keagan doesn't really like ice cream. He doesn't really like ANY sweets! He likes salads for lunch. He LOVES to clean. His favorite activity to do is sweep! i think to myself "WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH THIS KID???" ((what the heck are his parents doing to him?????))

For people that know me yeah im a strange kid and i'm proud of it! But wow! I found a kid even straner than me!!! and i mean that in a bad way! Yeah i love him but something is seriously wrong with him. Adults may think "Oh boy his parents raised him right! He's healthy and he loves to clean." yeah it's true but really his friends are probably going to think "what is wrong with him". I don't mean to be mean but me thinking as a 12-year-old kid come on seriously??

well that's all i have to write! keep Reading!

A. Joy

The Fighting Toad

I just became aware that there is a blog for my step-mom's cousin, Jonny aka The Fighting Toad. He is fighting cancer and i just wanted to let any person who doesn't know about him that he could use lots of prayer. I pray that the chemo starts to help his cancer and that god will help him!

I personally don't know him as well as i would like but i still pray for him and i have hope that his cancer will be healed! i am planing to walk in the relay for life with his team and am quite excited to do so for his sake.

well i just wanted to put that out there and hope that you all will do some praying for him I know that i will! well thts it. i know its not much but thats all i have to write today!

YIPPIE!

last night my brothers came to my last choir performance! i was soo happy when i saw them in the audience. i tried not to let the tears of joy stream down my cheeks and i did thankfully! but they were there in my eyes. i was overjoyed last night really just sooooo happy! michael and zachary both said i was really good and suprisingly michael gave me a hug! :) that meant lots and lots to me and i think i did better than the performance on friday! AND i ran into the microphone! everyone thought it was funny!! (including me!) i was really excited when i came out on stage and michael said "woo go aria!" i almost started to laugh. That was the very first and last performance that the came to this year! I love them both very much and im very greatful to have them in my life!

Also, i finished a very interesting yet very good book called The Thief of Always. I loved it very much and it was such a wonderful yet kind of creepy adventure! Some of the characters just creeped me out! Well okay almost all of the creeped me out! the book was by Clive Barker, also the author of the book i started called Abarat. I didn't get to finish that book but i will! that was my 23rd book this year! im on to my next book which im not exactly sure what it is yet but hopefully will get one! well

well i think that's about it for today! Have a great memorial day and rest of the week!

A. Joy

I'M SOOOOOOO TIRED!!!

today i had a dress rehersal for my final choir concert! it was soooooooooo tiring! i was sweating sooo badly because i had to wear three layers! i had to waer a white tang-top and on top of that a black shirt and on top of that i had to wear a tie-dye shirt and on top of that i had to wear a white button up shirt and on top of that i had to wear a tail-coat. AND on top of my head i had to wear a FLEECE had. i was sweating like a horse within the first 3 minuets. i'm going to to have to that twomorrow and the next day!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! "I CAN'T WAIT!" GRRRRRRRRR!! i hate it! blah!!
A. joy

I could never be prouder...

I was just thinking about how proud i am of my brothers. I love them very much (even though i really dont show it)and i am soooo very proud of them. Really i could never be prouder of anyone else, not even myself. I go to every concert and performance they have and I always say to myself "im so proud of them". I love watching my brothers perform and i don't like to miss any oppertunities to see them perform. But i thinks it's funny because i go to almost, no, every performance they have and i still haven't seen them come to one of mine. I just hide it that i don't really care but truth is I get really hurt when i don't see them there. I try my best to keep them proud of me but i know they're not really as proud of me as i am of them. if i could have one wish in the whole world.... well maybe two the first one would be that my brothers would be proud of me. that they would show it in some way. After my performances in choir and band and drama i look happy to see my other family there and i am very happy to see that they could take time and come see me perform but all i want, maybe just once, is to see my brothers out in that audience watching me. some day i hope i can make them proud and let them know that I could never be prouder of anyone else in my whole life.

A. joy

a new book.

yesterday i started this funky looking book called ABARAT. the pictures are really cool and it has a weird storyline so far. i dont know what to expect from it so i guess this is a total surprise book. i cant wait to actually get into it. i just want to see where it goes with the storyline so i just cant wait to keep reading!! oh well i dont have much to write about and not many people are probably reading this so i guess thats it for now!!

A. joy